Bizarre.

Wordless Wednesday #8 ; Nantikan video kitorang!

2012-02-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

To show love

2012-02-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Tengah hari tadi mama balik kerja, tengok dekat tangan mama ada 3 bouquet (lupa lah bouquet dalam BM apa -.-) bunga.. So aku macam excited lah, setiap kali dapat bunga memang excited. Tengok tengok je.... aku terus jerit! Aaaa memang excited gila okay. Mama beli 3, setiap sorang untuk adik beradik. Sofea kecik lagi so tkyah, nanti dia tk faham pun :p

Nak tau mama beli apa?

Bunga lavender. Suka!

Contest Blog Paling Kemas

2012-02-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

Another one, leaving.

2012-02-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Semalam & hari ni, memang hari yang sangat bosan. Semalam, sorang lagi bestest girlfriend masuk asrama. An-nisaa, daftar dekat Mrsm Pengkalan Chepa, Kelantan. Ahhhhh why so far...

Dekat kelas memang bosan gila. Takde lagi budak nak kacau atau memekak sama-sama. Oh man, I really do miss her voice, jokes and annoying attitude.

Balik sekolah tu tengok tengok ada missed call daripada An-nisaa. Terus cepat cepat call dia! She seemed so excited you know. I'm happy if she's happy :) Borak borak pasal dorm dia, baju, kelas, phones and hot boys. Lol seriously the last topic, will forever be our favourite topic *cough :p

Call dalam 10 minit macamtu je sebab dia nak pergi lunch & aku kena rush pergi koko :( But anyways, dia cakap Mrsm dia boleh pegang phone so kalau siapa siapa rindu dia tu, message jela dia okay. Hahaha. Take care hyper girl!

She MMS-ed me this picture using her mom's phone.

She looks so pretty! I'm proud of her.

New thing

2012-02-09T19:01:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sabtu lepas kalau tk silap, mama belikan set maths budak budak untuk Sofea yang orang panggil abacus teww~ Eh camtu eh eja abacus...? Ah apa apa jela, janji faham. So hari tu dia main main ketuk benda tu dekat lantai lepas pangggg! patah terus okay. Batang benda tu plastik so I guess memang senang patah. Semua biji biji dia tu berterabur... So aku kumpul semua warna purple & bawak lari naik bilik! Buat apa dengan benda tu?

Simple tapi suka! Hihi.

Wordless Wednesday #7 ; Ehem ehem~

2012-02-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

Another lost

2012-02-07T12:21:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Sabtu haritu kitorang ramai ramai pergi tutti frutti kat TSB sebab nak shooting video untuk kelab fotografi. & ni kira last hang out dengan An-Nisaa sebelum dia masuk MRSM Pengkalan Chepa, Kelantan. Kelantan ye..

It was tiring but we had so much fun. Total havoc when we're together. Please, enjoy the pictures.

Le excited faces~

The actors.

First try Tutti Frutti, dua cup terus dia beli.

Baru rakam sikit je, dah excited nak tengok balik (Y)

Eh.

Recording An-Nisaa's farewell video.

Dorang macam geng Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!

LOVE.

Forever them ♥

Behind the scene.

Bak kata fawwaz, "Ni nak jadi power rangers ke?"

& do the creep!!

An-Nisaa! ♥

I wont let you go~

Group hug, nangis ramai ramai.

She cried & Aunty Melati said, "Nanti jumpa lagi! :)"

Shooting Day 2.

If the sky is falling, just take my hand and hold it - James Morrison

Berilah aku kekuatan

2012-02-07T08:53:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Fuh, penat. Bukan penat fizikal, tapi penat mental. Emosi. Orang sekeliling ramai yang badmood, so secara tak langsung pass negative force dekat aku. Ceh hahaha padahal memang diri sendiri penat lately. Emosi tk stabil, fikiran tk tentu. Kadang kadang nak gelak, kadang kadang nak nangis, kadang kadang rasa kecewa melampau. Eh tak, bukan gila. Sawan je kot.

Bukan tk bersyukur, tapi kadang kadang dapat straight A's pun susah. Kan? Tk dapat straight A's lagi lah susah. Happy, bersyukur tu semua memang. Rasa macam dunia ni kita punya kejap. Tapi tengoklah life budak budak straight A's sekarang? Ada yang masuk asrama, tk boleh cope. Dapat asrama bukan yang kita mohon. Atau yang paling teruk, tak dapat asrama and still kena stay sekolah sama.

Macam aku lah.

Bak kata An-Nisaa, bukan tk dapat tapi belum dapat :) InsyaAllah, berharap sangat untuk second intake. Tapi... benda macam ni pun boleh buat gaduh antara family kan? Kita nak sekolah lain, family nak kita masuk sekolah lain. Memang orang kata, sekolah mana mana pun sama je. Asalkan belajar. Eh kalau kau tk selesa dengan environment sekolah tu, kau boleh belajar? Baik macamtu takyah tubuhkan sekolah asrama sekolah elit sekolah semi-boarding, semua orang sekolah harian je. Kan kau kata sama je?

Dorang nak straight A's, dua exam besar aku dah bagi. Tapi.. susah ke.. aku cuma mintak sekolah yang aku nak.. yang aku selesa nak belajar. Sebab yang pergi masuk sekolah tu aku, bukan dorang! Yang happy, yang seksa, yang derita, yang gembira semua aku yang akan lalui. Dorang nanti cuma expect aku study hard and again, another straight A's.

Tapi kalau aku tk selesa, macam mana...? They expect me to give my everything, I did. I just hope for this in return.. Susah ke.. Sigh. I see myself as a rebel now, because I seemed to see people around me are not trying to understand me and they never will. I don't apply for top schools. Aku tak apply seri puteri tunku kurshiah or sekolah tun fatimah macam yang orang lain apply. Reason? Aku nak belajar dekat tempat yang aku selesa, bukannya masuk top school lepastu bajet pandai padahal habuk tarak.

I just don't think my family will understand this problem of mine. All they know is blaming everything on me. They don't try to explore what I've been keeping inside me. They trusted the fake smiles and laughters I gave, so easily. Aku pun dah give up nak explain atau luahkan, kalau akhirnya kena judge pun buat apa kan. Baik pendam, kunci terus.

Ya Allah, Engkau berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua ini. Aku percaya, ada hikmah di sebalik ini. Jika Engkau izinkan untuk aku mengubah takdirku, aku mohon makbulkanlah doa-doaku selama ini. Sesungguhnya hidup, mati & ibadahku hanyalah untuk-Mu...

Kenapa aku cerita semua ni kat sini? Eh sukahatila, blog aku. Besides, it makes me feel a little bit better. At least I know, this blog won't judge.

Signing off.

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya hidupku, matiku dan ibadahku hanyalah untuk-Mu

2012-02-07T00:01:00.001+08:00

Salam Maulidur Rasul

2012-02-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

Salam Maulidur Rasul untuk semua umat Islam di serata muka bumi! :) Sempena hari yang mulia ni, banyak banyakkan beribadah & kurangkan mencarut atau amalan jahat. Berselawat banyak banyak ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W :) Ingatlah, kematian datang tanpa memberi amaran. Sudah cukupkah amalan kita untuk bertemu dengan-Nya?

Selamat beribadah! :)

Changes

2012-02-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

Semalam ada sikit salah faham dengan dia. He has been busy and I have been pushing him for attention. Susah, long distance ni. Entah macam mana, aku tertuduh dia something. Aku hilang sabar, dia penat. So kitorang macam gaduh. Lepastu, dia cakap.....

"Awak sendiri cakap, kepercayaan tu penting dalam hubungan. Kenapa awak tk boleh percaya kita?!"

Tersentak. I feel bad.

Envy

2012-02-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

Semua kawan kawan brp yang dah pergi asrama, semua cakap best. Jealousnya. I'm happy for them :) Baguslah kalau dorang boleh adapt dengan new life. Tapi.... bila agaknya sampai masa untuk aku lalui benda sama juga?

Ya Allah, kau makbulkan lah doa hamba-Mu ini....

raises eyebrows

2012-02-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Cikgu Salma, Class, Fatin

Kenapa awak belajar Biology? Mesti nak jadi doktor kan?
Taaaaaaaaaak
Habis tu kenapa? Nak jadi pharmacist?
Nak jadi isteri yang solehah xD
Then why awak belajar Bio?
Mak suruh.
Hahahahahahahahaha.

This is just for fun. I was all hyper during Biology class and I cant wait to get married hahahahahaha. Peace.

February-y-y

2012-02-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

I always seek for Allah's blessings.

I'm hoping for boarding school second intake.

For a healthy life for and family.

For a strong relationship between me and fawwaz.

For love bond between me and friends.

For, happiness.

YOU SHALL BE A GREAT MONTH! ♥

Wordless Wednesday #6 ; Stay strong.

2012-02-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

Dont go, I'll be lost without you by my side

2012-01-30T21:50:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

So as most of you know, first intake result for the boarding school is out. & yes, few of my sweethearts managed to get a spot. Proud & happy for them, seriously :') But I'm a sad kid too, because it is finally time to let them go. It is time to be separated. After 3 years of being together, through every crap that has been thrown to us by the society.

Not even words could describe my love towards them.

So I told myself, I shall make a special post for them :') For those who are going. Because I didnt get full chance to express everything so lets just put them in words, shall we? :)

An-Nisaa Jasmine bt Mohd Roslee

Ya Allah, memang taktau mcm mana nak describe in words, for this pretty girl. We've been together since primary, friends for 4 years. She has been such a wonderful girlfriend! :') Been there for me whenever I'm at my lowest, no doubt. She's there to listen, she's there to lend her shoulder. She knows how to comfort and she's optimistic, all the time. Whenever I'm feeling all negative, I'll go to her and she just know how to brainwash me. Hey, you're the youngest among us 5, so take good care of yourself there okay? Don't cry if you miss me hahahaha :D Now is the time, to shine. To let yourself free. We might not be there by your side, but we're always in your heart! :) Study hard and keep on being a smartass ( I can't believe I said that okay ). Please please please please pleaseeee don't forget us here! F.A.H.A.M ? :') I laf chu, xx

Anis Syafiqah bt Bakhtiar

Hey there Miss Universe :) Lepasni kau pergi, siapa nak poyo dengan aku lagi?! Siapa nak kacau aku lagi?! Siapa nak joging petang petang dengan aku?! Siapa nak bagi aku jealous pasal pizza and J.Co ?! Siapa nak joget dengan aku lagi.... :'( Baby please don't go, if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here~ Tsk tsk. Sedih okay.. You're a girl, full of mystery. Will never let someone in so easily. But once you're close to someone, you'll take good care of that person. & by that, officially makes you a great friend :) Thanks for everything, anis. Thanks sbb selalu dengar masalah aku. Thanks sbb pernah luahkan masalah kau dekat aku, walaupun jarang hahaha. Thanks for all the craziness we've been through. You be a good girl there okay? Jadi nakal bila dah masuk bulan 4 je okay hahaha. Jangan mengorat budak batch sendiri please please haha. Muka tu senyum lebih sikit, jangan nak makan orang je :p Make friends there, but dont you ever ever ever find someone like us, because you never will! :p Bawak gambar kitorang and peluk setiap malam tau haha. I'll take care of your DH here, dont chu worry. Hahahahaha. I laf you & I know you laf me too xx :p

Muslihah bt Nadzri

Muuuuuuus! :D Hai hai hai hai hai. Walaupun kita tk terlalu terlalu terlalu rapat, aku tetap sayang kau sepenuh hati ;) You've been a great leader all these while (Y) Kalau takde kau, aku taktahu la macam mana kitorang nak senyap setiap kali kelas Agama. Mus the best wohoooo :D Mus sayang, jaga diri elok elok eh dekat sana? Sekolah Integrasi uuuuu~ :D Sekolah tu top mus, ranking number 2 :) So do your best! & Mus, *cough cough I would really love to see you being in love ;) Kat sana mesti lelaki semua baik. Pandai mengaji boleh imamkan solat and stuff. Taknak cari boyfriend takpe, carilah calon suami terus! Hahahaha :p Take care mus sayang, jangan lupa kitorang! & takmoh nangis nangis okay? Kalau rindu call je, aku gerenti angkat hahaha. Please please please jangan lupakan kitorang yang cool ni okay? Laf you! :)

Mohd Ridha bin Mohd Rashdan

Oi, you didnt tell me you're going! Ah kecewa, benci you. Hahahaha. Ridha, you've been such a best guy friend :) Seriously. Though you selalu sakat I atau sarcasm sampai I rasa nak campak grenade kat you, I tetap sayang you as a friend :) An-nisaa please jangan marah I ye bebi. Ahaks~ Lol. Hey, you're my nearly-soon-to-be-brother in law so please, jangan cari perempuan lain okay? Remember when we said we must have faith? So please, keep your words. InsyaAllah someday kan? :) So anyways, take good care of yourself. Kalau sedih tu jangan lah pendam. Kalau nak nangis & malu nak cerita kat orang, just cry masa shower. Study hard study hard study hard and yes, keep being a smartass like your, um what... Rihanna up there? Hahahaha. Thanks for your advices and money and everything, Ridha! :) Take care, much love <3

Muhd Humaidi bin Harmi

Humaidi, aku tk boleh cakap lebih lebih. Nanti Anis pancung kepala aku :( Besides, I dont think you are able to read this before you register at your new school. Kau dah dekat Penang kan? Tsk tsk :( Anyways, thanks for all your jokes humaidi! Thanks for being the class' clown for a year :') Without you, mesti rasa bosan kelas 3rk2. Kalau kau tak datang, semua orang mencari okay! & sampai sekarang, aku still salute keberanian kau buat performance masa malam dinner tu :') Thats our cool buddy! Hahaha. Take good care of yourself dekat Penang. Kau ni diam diam ubi berisi, macam udang di sebalik mee. Eh? Apa apa jela hahahaha asalkan faham. Aku tahu kau takkan lupakan kitorang & kau sayang kitorang sangat-sangat. Psst psst, nak bagitahu ni......... Kitorang pun sayanggggg kau! :)

Mohd Iliya Haziq bin Mohd Lokman

Iliya, kita tk pernah rapat :) Hahahahaha. Okay now the serious part, I really wanna say sorry kalau selalu sakat kau. Like panggil kau then hai hai and stuff, sorry okay! Hahaha. It was just for fun. And no dont take me wrong, I like you only as a friend :) Sorry for deleting you and stuff before haha. Goodluck at your new school! :) There wont be ANY girls to disturb you like we did, so I'm sure you'll miss us. Jangan balik jadi gay please jangan jangan jangan aku tk restu hubungan kau kalau kau jadi gay. Hahahaha. Ridha terus campak grenade kot kalau dia tahu, haha. Study hard & rebut semua jawatan yang ada tau?! Mesti. Dont forget us here, your cool friends. You takkan jumpa kawan macam kitorang dekat mana mana dah. Thanks for everything, buddy :) Take care okay! Much love<3

Mohd Luqmanul Hakim bin Mohd Khusaini

Hey there tall guy :) Luqman, dengar ni! Aku maafkan kau atas segala perbuatan GS kau masa darjah 6 dulu. Masa tu zaman jahil ye dak? Zaman bodoh bodoh so takpe, aku faham. Hahahaha. & tak percaya kau boleh dengan hajar sebenarnya. Dulu kalau bergaduh, macam nak runtuh smkbrp tu. Kalau nak berlari kejar-kejar, macam tk cukup tanah nak kejar. Tapi congrats for your relationship :) Nanti dah masuk sbpi gopeng, dah harooooom :p Hey tall guy, thanks for everything. You were there when I was sad, when I was in need of a friend. Thank you<3 (Ja, jangan marah aku kawan je kau girlfriend dia so dont worry okay hahahaha). Study hard & jaga diri dekat sekolah baru. Lepasni jangan jadi lelaki idaman tapi jadi suami idaman pulak :p Mantapkan ilmu agama ni okay. Allah dah bagi kau peluang, so jangan lepaskan! :) Ingat, call aku masa second day and inform everything! Hahahaha much love, <3

Ahmad Solihin bin Ishak

Solihin! :) This one guy yang tk pernah give up seduce semua perempuan :p I salute you for that, you have the courage bro. Kau banyak bagi impak dalam hidup aku, haha. I'm sorry kalau aku ada panggil kau leha or anything and kau terasa hati with my words, I totally am sorry :( I love you as a friend woi. It hurts if I lose you. So take good care of yourself and anis dekat sekolah baru tau?! Jangan mengorat or seduce perempuan lain please please. Kau dibenarkan seduce perempuan kat brp je hahaha. Study hard, smart guy :) Dont forget us, yang hari hari kau seduce ni! Hahahaha :p Much love buddy, <3

Edora binti Suhaimi

E, hey smart smart smartass! Ugh I hate you. Hahahahaha :p Hey, we're not that close but we do share moments together :) Those cupcakes at your house and stuff, haha. Thanks for everything! :) & hey, I wanna tell you, you look very pretty whenever you smile. So please please please keep on smiling okay sweetie? :) Take care of yourself dekat Melaka, you'll be great :) Ambik semua jawatan okay! Hahaha. Dont you EVER forget us or......*campak grenade* hahahaha joking. I laf you pretty, xx :)

Nur Fera Ereen

Fera, aku tk sure nama penuh kau apa :( Sorry! Hey, kita tk rapat sangat but aku still sayang kau ;) You're funny fera, you totally are. Thanks for the spontaneous jokes you made. Thanks for the smile and laugh you gave :) Jaga diri dekat pengkalan chepa okay? & jaga An-Nisaa sekali !! Kalau dia mengorat sesiapa, kau lempang je dia pakai penyapu. Takpe, aku bagi kebenaran hahahaha. Study hard & smile more! :D Love you, xx

Memories of us ;

Too many memories, sweethearts!

So take care, all of you. Dont forget BRP, dont forget RK family.

You may delete me from your life but please, dont delete our memories.

I love all of you, to infinity and beyond! ♥

March, hmm.

2012-01-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

Lepasni jumpa dia bulan March je. Sebulan lagi.

Rindu.

A whole day of happiness

2012-01-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Curve ---> Ikea ----> Curve ----> Ikea ----> One Utama with an amazing guy! :) A whole day of total happiness. Went to Curve by taxi from Kepong Central station & it only cost us 9 ringgit. That was... cheap. So we bought Journey 2 The Mysterious Island tickets at 1.15 pm. We decided to have lunch at Ikea while waiting for the movie. So guess what? Ikea yummy meatballs & almond chocolate cake! :D & we went and wandering around Ikea for fun & took pictures. It was great, seriously.

The hall was great, it wasnt so cold. & the movie was great, too much of imagination hahahaha brought back my childhood memories :') The Rock's role in the movie really made the movie funny. I laughed most of the time because of him. Seriously, if you need a therapy, choose this movie!

& guess what? Yeap, food again after the movies. Mwehehe :3 And since he's having headache, we decided to just stay there and relax. Another round of meatballs and almond choc cake. Omjayyy the temptation~

And we took a cab afterward to One Utama since mum is picking us up there. Oh god pakcik teksi tu baik gila! Peramah & caring sangat, very fatherly. Hehe. So mum dropped him at the Sg. Buloh station and we went home.

Alhamdulillah, for the happy day with the amazing guy :')

Ya Allah, laparnya....

Ikea! :D :D :D

Orang awesome camni la.

Konon! Haha :p

Kenapa lah pakcik ni. Hahaha :p

Hehehehehehe nah, nak tumpang glams jugak kan kannn :p

So last year punya pose :3

Taman Layang-layang, Kepong

2012-01-28T13:14:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Hah first time cuti ada banyak post nak update. Dah hari hari keluar je kerjanya memang banyak lah cerita. So semalam teman kaklong pergi Taman Layang-Layang, Kepong. Fuih semalam ni pandang je dari jauh, entah bila nak masuk kan. Teman kaklong sebab dia nak bagi cupcakes kat Malek, sambil sambil tu bawak Sofea main :)

Alaaa malas tulis panjang panjang, bukan korang baca pun :p Baik tempek gambar je. Mwehehehe.

Suka gila gambar ni! ♥

Haaa macam tak cukup tanah nak berlari.

Habisla lepasni Sofea boleh jadi model terkenal. Anyone nak dia jadi model baby? Contact me. Cewah.

Uuuu waterfall~

2012-01-28T00:38:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Hai hai hai fatin the leng lui is here :> Hahaha. Scratch that. So how's holiday so far? Indeed a great one for me! Alhamdulillah :) Spent my 3 days of CNY hols at my hometown. A verrrrrry calm place :)

Long story short, we decided to go to Ulu Bendul, the waterfall at Negeri Sembilan with le cousins :D You know how the situation is when you're with your cousins. Unstoppable chit chats and laughters.

Oh well I think pictures shall describe the day :D

Acara makan sebelum mandi memang wajib :p

Kitorang bina khemah sendiri! Uuuu berkelah habis~

Muka tk sabar sabar nak pergi berendam.

Le cousins! :)

Air gunung. Sejuk sangat! Brrr~

Haaa ni yang beria-ia nak terjun dalam air tadi, sekarang kepenatan.

Sejuk pulak tu, sedap la baring dengan mama :p

Tengok muka excited habis.

Spot the ridsect!

Nak rakam lama lama tp memory full. Aiseyman.

Dan untuk penutup, nah tempek muka owner blog :p

Au revoir.

Awww :')

2012-01-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

Kita nak kumpul duit untuk mas kahwin, hantaran awak.
Kita tak mintak banyak pun hantaran, 29 ribu je :p
Haa kalau macamtu memang kita puasa lah hari hari!

Hahaha he's so cute! :) & terharu sangat dengan planning future dia :') InsyaAllah jika Allah izinkan, ada lah jodoh antara kitorang :D

Wordless Wednesday #5 ; Le girls ♥

2012-01-25T14:25:00.000+08:00

25 months of being together ❤

2012-01-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

I laaaaf chu!

Patah Seribu

2012-01-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Sedih & kecewa.

Seminggu lebih resah gelisah, akhirnya keputusan mengecewakan.

Ya Allah, dugaanMu...

Anyone?

2012-01-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

I'm selling this for RM 20.

Never been used before & still in a good condition, seriously.

S - M in size.

Selling this for a really good price.

Wordless Wednesday #4 ; A must not let go kind of guy ♥

2012-01-18T17:33:00.000+08:00

The cheesy part

2012-01-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

Anonymous 1, Anonymous 2, Me.

Fatin, nak number fawwaz.
Fatin, nak alamat rumah fawwaz.
Eh takpelah nanti aku DM je dengan dia dekat Twitter.
Kau ingat aku takde access ke Twitter dia?
Eh takpe aku tak kesah pun.
Buat apa kalau korang dapat jasad dia tapi jiwa raga dia dengan aku? xD
WOOOWOOOOOOWOOOOOO

Hehehehe diam.

Le family ♥

2012-01-17T19:31:00.001+08:00

After wedding, we decided to enjoy every precious moment. Bangsar South.

Kak Alia's engagement

2012-01-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Another wedding-engagement kind of occasion! :D My tummy was happy for the whole 3 days. The food was yummy, yum yum~ Kak Alia is my cousin. Eh no actually her mum is my mum's cousin, so she is my cousin too yeah haha. & yes, tema pengantin pink juga :D Tak faham kenapa tiga tiga semuanya pink haha. Warna favourite sekarang..?

Anyway, it was fun because you get to meet up with your cousins and aunties and everyone else :D it was a total havoc, please imagine hehe. & the house was quite cosy :)

Kak Nadia's sister's engagement

2012-01-16T20:49:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Ni pertunangan kakak kepada kak nadia. Kak nadia ni roommate merangkap kepada bestfriend kaklong dekat Mmu. Very nice place. They rent a house, kind of bungalow with a swimming pool and dance room & stuff. It was large & cold :> The food was again, delicious. Wedding foods ftw! & Sofea had so much fun running around the house. Pengantin pakai pink tapi whole family pakai purple so we decided to follow purple :>

acara suap gula oleh bakal mak mertua

acara suap gula oleh nenek

bekas cincin unik sangat!

Hanis zalikha's sister's wedding

2012-01-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Ni post tertangguh ye. Dan dua lagi post wedding yang berikutnya juga post tertangguh.

December.

Everything was perfect & beautiful.

Tema warna pink & the family was so cute!

THE FOOD WAS TOTALLY DELICIOUS. & the catering service? very great!

I gotta admit, one of Hanis's brother looks pretty cute :>

& sorry, takde gambar pengantin sebab kami segan nak menyelit dalam ramai orang.

But all and all, it was a great wedding!

See it for yo'self.

2012-01-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

So janganla merendah-rendahkan sekolah yang tk famous.

Totally a new thing

2012-01-10T20:20:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Tadi kitorang belajar Chemistry. Memang semangat habis!! New subject lah katakan haha. Mula mula semua orang fokus, fuh memang faham habis la apa cikgu ajar.

Lepastu bila masuk topik seterusnya.............. Fuh.

I'm barely breathing.

The talk from the heart

2012-01-09T20:19:00.001+08:00

Posted at 3RK 2011's wall.

Rindu sangat.

Leaving..

2012-01-09T00:35:00.001+08:00

She's leaving for Teknik KL tomorrow.

Yep, it's time to let go one of my girls.

Sad, obviously I am.

We've been together for 5 years.

Well, take care okay baby girl? Call us everynight!

& please don't forget us. F.A.H.A.M ?! xD

Lots of love, xoxo ♥

New subjects

2012-01-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

Bahasa Malaysia = Puan Noraisah
Bahasa Inggeris = Puan Sadhna
Addmaths & guru kelas = Puan Yap
Biologi = Puan Salma
Fizik = Puan Kamisah
Agama = Ustazah Mazlinna
Sejarah = Puan Shanti

Chemistry & Modern Maths tk ingat :3
Harap-harap subjek baru semua tkkan memberi banyak migraine untuk dua tahun ni. Amin!

First day of school

2012-01-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

What a lame title. I know. Because to me, everything is boring. School is.

So anyways, lets just start with a hello for school for 2012 session. I was so excited on Tuesday night, & school started on Wednesday. I was excited & scared in the same time. Yeah who knows we'll be separated. What I mean is, some of us got ST 1 while some got ST 2. Lol biggest fear before school starts.

So Alhamdulillah, everyone in RK who got straight & applied Pure Science, managed to get a place in ST 1. Only Ridha & Farrina applied "Sains Ikhtisas". Eh what is SI in English? I seriously have no idea. That is for the Account class, those who decided not to have Bio in upper form life.

So here's the asdfghjkl part, my class consists of 60 students. SIX ZERO. Can you imagine? In a not-so-big-not-so-small class, we have to fit everyone in. Sit with all my girls at the row near to the entrance door. An-nisaa, Adriana & Anis in my front row, Haziqah, Mus & Nasha behind my row and Yam & Khairin, in the same row as I am. But since Yam's leaving for Teknik *sob sob sob........*, Haziqah will sit beside me.

The class's packed! Totally. We got the 3K's last year's class, at block B. It is in between 2 blocks, so there is no wind. So the class is hot all the time. Seriously, not lying. By afternoon, my school uniform will be wet. Apa? Ketiak berpaya? Hahahahahahahaha please, don't even try to understand that.

It has only been 3 days but it feels like 3 months. Yeah.. But the new subjects, so far so good. Biology, Physics & Addmaths are still doing great now. Haven't got the chance to study Chemistry & History yet. I hope History wont be boring..... I'm excited though, to explore more about the subjects!!

Oh & btw, we got our textbooks on Thursday and guess what? It is in BM! Yes. I aint say it's not good to study in BM, but it's just we have been learning the subjects in English all this while, eversince we enter standard 1. So we're kinda disappointed :/ Then Ustaz Amin came into our class & asked, Who wants those subjects to be in BM? Nobody raised up their hands muahahaha. Then Ustaz asked, who wants dual language? 3 raised up. So the votes for English are 57 !!! We won we won hurrah hurrah.

So the next day, we got out English textbooks! *happy dance* But then, we don't have to return the BM textbooks.... So we currently have like, 21 textbooks now. Can you imagine how we're going to bring it by the end of the year?

"Nanti bawak buku pergi sekolah pakai troli" "Mampus terberak tengah jalan"

That moment when happiness is totally yours

2012-01-07T08:10:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

Hehehehehehe ni post yang tertangguh sebenarnya. Dah lama nak buat tapi malas. Eh bukan malas sebenarnya, kurang rajin. Malas tu negatif, kurang rajin tu tak negatif tapi kurang positif. Haha faham faham la sendiri.

So anyways, 22 Disember 2011, TAHUN LEPAS, ialah tarikh keluarnya result PMR :) Tk payah cerita la cuak masa hari sebelum sebelum tu. Memang betul orang kata, tidur tk lena mandi tk basah makan tak kenyang. Aku pun tktahu macam mana boleh mandi tk basah, dia mandi pakai pasir kot. Mandi tayammum kot.

Long story short, Alhamdulillah, 8A berada dalam genggaman! :') 3 tahun........3 tahun aku tunggu nak cakap benda ni. 3 tahun belajar hempas pulas untuk exam selama 5 hari & demi gred A. Special gila huruf A ni kan. Tapi berkat doa ibu bapa, keluarga, & guru & usaha semua, Alhamdulillah impian tercapai :')

& akhirnya berjaya buktikan dekat Pengetua serta ahli-ahli pentadbir bahawa kitorang mampu dapatkan 8A untuk banggakan sekolah tu. & akhirnya, maruah berjaya dinaikkan semula. Terima kasih untuk sesiapa yang selama ni kutuk kitorang pasal kes last year. Ops, burn.

Zillion terima kasih untuk semua yang doakan & ucapkan congrats!

Few rk-ians yang dapat straight A's

& btw, rasa terharu & bangga sangat, geng geng *konon* daripada darjah 6, yang sama sama dapat 5A masa UPSR dulu, semuanya dapat 8A untuk PMR jugak!!!! :'D Aku, haziqah, mariam & latifa :') tapi latifa dah masuk mrsm kat perak masa form 1 :)

Gambar masa upsr darjah 6 :')
Latifa, haziqah, mariam & aku!

Gambar masa PMR 2011 :')
Mariam, aku & haziqah! :D

Kredit gambar kepada Aunty Awesome!

Well, untuk candidates yang tk dapat straight A's tu, this is not the end of the world :) I mean, yang dapat straight untuk PMR tu tk semestinya excel untuk SPM. Dugaan Allah untuk kita lebih memperbetul diri kita. Mesti kita ada salah silap dekat mana mana. So cuba perbaiki :) Yang dapat straight A's ni pun dugaan Allah! Nak tengok, sejauh mana kita ni berusaha untuk berjaya & riak ke kita setelah kita mencapai kejayaan. Semua ni takdir-Nya :)

Konklusinya, *Lol macam karangan je*

37 orang straight A's untuk kelas RK, daripada 48 orang! :') :') :')
78 orang straight A's untuk calon PMR tahun 2011 !!!!
SMK Bukit Rahman Putra merupakan sekolah harian terbaik bagi daerah Gombak.
Rekod batch '96, SMKBRP merupakan rekod terbaik setakat ni! :D

Alhamdulillah, memang terlalu/amat/sangat bersyukur untuk kurniaan Allah SWT ni :') & batch '96 Bukit Rahman Putra dah berjaya pecahkan rekod, 66 orang dapat straight A's masa UPSR dulu & sekarang pun kitorang pecahkan rekod untuk PMR. So next target?

SPM !

1st January 2012

2012-01-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

Ah, what a wonderful day. What a happy girl I am, indeed.

How are you people? Tired much from lastnight's celebration? Cough just to remind all those Muslims out there, death would come without saying hello. So are you prepared? We're nearing the end of everything, MasyaAllah.

So anyway, my 1st of January 2012, the very first day of the year = well spent! :) Went out with *cough fawwaz *cough to klcc n__n We actually wanna find new schoolbad & pencil case for me and it's like, the last time we're going out since school is starting and he's going back to boarding school and he'll be busy for spm and stuff. So yeah.... *lap air mata*

Hahaha okay we shall skip that. So, finally, I bought a new schoolbag! Pretty much happy now, totally. Eventhough the bag I wanted wasn't actually the one I bought, & so does the pencil case, but both of them are perfectly perfect for me! Especially the bag, he chose it for me :> Hihi.

Ah diam, nak muntah pergi jauh jauh sana.

But we went home early since his family is going to celebrate his bro's birthday. It's okay, happy enough to have the chance to spend hours with him :) Who knows when will I die, right? Just make the best out of everything you have.

So I got to go, wanna watch Captain America with family :> My house turned into cinema with superb audios last few days. It was a great way to end a one hell year, totally. & insyaAllah, will finish updating all post before school starts! Berhabuk habis dah tu.

Assalamualaikum, Au revoir xx

Welcome welcome!

2012-01-01T19:12:00.003+08:00

Goodbye 2011, thanks for one hell of a year.

You've been good, you've been mean.

But for everything, I am happy.

May 2012 be a better year for everyone!

KEEP CALM & STAY AWESOME ♥

Wordless Wednesday #3 : 2 years & 1 week

2011-12-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

When everything seems to be falling apart

2011-12-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

You know those moments when you feel so alone? When everyone around you just couldnt be bothered on what is happening to you? When people you love so much are changing and leaving? It hurts, it hurts a lot. Some of you may or may not know how those really feels. But truth be told, it hurts. I'm tired with the society, with people around me, with life. I came to a point where everything is not worth fighting for anymore and I AM GIVING UP. Oh crap shit you dont understand me and you never will. I dont understand myself either. Because when all these things happen to you, all you wanna do is to bury yourself under the blanket and ignore the world. But could you do it? No! Because you have feelings and your mind wont stop thinking about everything. I always wonder, why do people I love always change and leave? They act as if I'm a pit stop, they came to say hi & make everything better and leave whenever they want to. It's like, i'm nothing. I'm invisible and I have a heart of a rock. For God sake people, it freaking hurts!! Seriously, I'm in a stage where I am giving up on everything. Whatever happens, happens. When I'm being nice, people'll stab me or use me. When I'm being a little bit evil, they say I'm the devil. What an ugly society. What an ugly community. What an ugly mentality. This, is what you call emotional breakdown. I don't talk to people, I dont chat with anyone on facebook, I dont update my Twitter. But I update my blog because it makes me feel as if I'm talking to someone. As if someone is listening and understand me totally.

I lose the one I love.

Bye.

Today's THE DAY

2011-12-22T08:53:00.002+08:00

I cant believe i'm taking my result today. In few hours time.

What i'm feeling? This.

If only I could do, this.

Wordless Wednesday #2 ; Paint

2011-12-14T22:31:00.001+08:00

Chelsea vs Manchester City

2011-12-13T17:41:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Nak cerita ni, oi orang kampung mai semua dengar cepat!! Berita terhangat berita terkini!! Okay tk perlu pun, penyokong bola je sebenarnya hehe.

Malam tadi/pagi tadi pukul 4 am bersamaan dengan Selasa, 13 Disember merupakan satu perjuangan serious antara Chelsea & Manchester City. Sebelum ni MU kalah dengan MC, 6 - 1. Bolehke Chelsea mengalahkan MC atau Chelsea bakal menerima nasib seperti MU? Itu yang semua orang persoalkan.

Mari kita saksikan........

Alhamdulillah, Chelsea menang against Manchester City! Hah, in yo' face people! Sebelum ni pandang rendah sangat dekat Chelsea ugh. Mula-mula start game, Balotelli dah terus skor. Terkejut ada, pissed off pun ada. Minit ke 1.40 dah terus goal o.O Tapi menyampah tengok dia, bongkak habis.

Sekali tu Chelsea hentam balik & gol by Meireles!! :D Masa tu rasa nak menjerit pun ada tapi mengenangkan woi semua orang tidur dah nak pukul 5 pagi tu ish takpe, jerit dalam hati pun boleh.

Hai Drogba. Hai Meireles n_n

& another gol masa penalty, by Lampard! That's the way aha aha I like it aha aha~ Yang ni memang tk kira apa dah masa Lampard goal, aku pun terus jerit goal !!!! Fuh, puas hati.

Hai Terry. Hai Lampard ^_^

Final skor Chelsea 2 - 1 Manchester City :) Terdiam semua yang kutuk Chelsea semalam? *raises eyebrows* Tapi bersyukur sangat, ranking Chelsea pun number 3 sekarang ;)

Berbaloi stay up, tk tidur langsung semata-mata nak tunggu game pukul 4. I laf chu Chelsea ♥

2011-12-09T10:53:00.001+08:00

Social networks = deactivated.
Phone = off.

Au revoir.

Wordless Wednesday #1 : Chocolates!

2011-12-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

Another month, another beginning

2011-12-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, alive to feel December's presence.

Ahhh, so long meh no update blog? Lu pemalas gila ka? (Memang lebih dari gila)

Kali ni memang takde alasan kenapa tk update blog selain daripada MALAS. Huuuu hari hari duduk rumah makan mandi online tidur menggemukkan diri je, maka takde cerita apa pun yang boleh dijadikan sebagai update T___T

Anyways, Alhamdulillah dah Disember. Eh eh. maksudnya dah dekat dengan form 4? Eh 16? Ye fatin, terima hakikat anda semakin menjadi tua bukan muda x__x Uuuuu result pmr dalam 3 minggu lagi *JUMPS AROUND THE HOUSE HYSTERICALLY*

Sangat tak bersedia okay bye.

Owl owl Wo~ooo

2011-11-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

I'm a wizard that owns an owl. Therefore, say hello to the pink owl on your left screen! Lol dear Muggles, please don't be jealous. You mad? Stay mad.

the fish trust me i would've picked another colour if they're available.

Ingat mengingati

2011-11-17T12:04:00.000+08:00

MENINGGALKN SOLAT SETIAP WAKTU

- SUBUH: Dia akan disiksa selama 60 tahun didalam neraka.

- ZUHUR: Dosanya seperti membunuh 1000 jiwa orang Islam.

- ASAR: Dosanya sprti mruntuhkn ka'bah.

- MAGHRIB: Dosanya seperti berzina dengan orang tua sendiri.

- ISYA': Allah tidak redha ia hidup di bumi Allah & di segerakan agar ia mencri tempat lain.

New.......

2011-11-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

HEADER.

Okay bye.

Will update more posts........... when I feel like updating.

Eid

2011-11-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Eidul Adha to all Muslims in the world! :D

Jangan ponteng solat raya okay?

& don't forget to fill your tummy with delicious foods!

Omg raya foods ♥

Take care & have a safe journey to wherever you are going :)

November, are you serious?

2011-11-01T19:07:00.004+08:00

November? Seriously? Okay, assalamualaikum :)

I cant believe time is flying really fast. It seems that yesterday was the first day of PMR and the next minute you know it is over. Seems like yesterday was our first day of form 3 students, the next minute you know form 4 is approaching.

This is life, you gotta keep up to stay alive.

So anyways,

Welcome November!

Alhamdulillah, still breathing to feel your presence.

May you be a good month to all of us,

Amin :)

& October, you won't be forgotten ;)

See you next time

2011-10-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

Au revoir October!

See you next time, insyaAllah.

♥

Left out

2011-10-31T20:18:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Nak tahu tak....sepanjang cuti ni.... I freaking did nothing. Except for the day out with my girls on Tuesday. Besides that, ZERO. Omg my life is a total boredom.

& on addition, I got conjunctivities. Fish yes. I dont know how on earth did the virus managed to get into my eyes and ruin my life even more. The next thing I know, my left eye is totally red and itchy. So annoying urgh.

& wherever I go I have to wear shades. Or else, people will look at me as if I'm a dracula who sucks people's blood. Lol that is kinda cool actually. Having on of your eyes red in colour and the society is afraid of you. WHO'S THE BOSS NOW ?! Okay crap.

So wanna see my picture with the dracula eye? Scroll.

I know i'm still cute. You dont have to tell me. Huwhuwhuw. Wtf screw that. & it gets even redder ( is there such word? whatever ) the next day.

& what does my title got to do with the conjunctivities I got? Because....... I have to keep myself distant from muhhhh family. Means I can't annoy my little sister by keep on hugging and kissing her all the time.

Uuuuuuuu that is so sad x_x

& finally went to the doctor. & he gave me this eyemo kind off medicine and this eyecream which I literally have to put the cream INSIDE my left eye.

Don't chu worry, i'll survive. Au revoir, X

Tagged

2011-10-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Haaaa serious dah lama gila tk kena tagged atau main tag tag orang ni. Itu semua zaman masa rajin update belog kot? Hahaha so anyways, they've been asking me to complete the questions so yeah i'll just do it :)

Oh btw got tagged by Anis Hanani & Nurin Nisa so yeah just gonna answer both questions here. & nope, not gonna follow the rules and create new questions :)

11 things about me.

1) Mera nam he Norfatin Suraya.
2) My heart has been stolen by Ahmad fawwaz ♥
3) Fifteen and loving every bits of the moments.
4) PROUD RKIAN SERIOUSLY I AM.
5) Omg you dont know how much I love my family. I would kill you if you mess up with 'em
6) & not to forget how much I love my girls & boys :)
7) Hoping for straight A's in every exam i'm taking.
8) Chocolate & pizza is my thaaaaang.
9) DONT you ever touch my things without MY permission
10) I'm without phone is like a kingdom without a king.
11) I am nice :) Seriously I am. Muehehe.

Nurin Nisa's

1. Do you admire someone ?

♥ Yes, I certainly do :)

2. What do you love to do when boring ?

♥ Feed muhhh tummy.

3. Who is your best friend ?

♥ I dont have bestfriend. I have bestfriendS :) Hajiqah, Saa, Yamyam & Adriana :D

4. Where your favourite place to go ?

♥ Fawwaz's heart (:

5. Who is your favourite blog among your friends ?

♥ Uhhh not sure, not choosing any :) Kesian dorang tau.

6. Do you love K-pop ?

♥ Forever no.

7. What cartoon you love ?

♥ Dibo the gift dragon! Oh & yes always, Spongebob :)

8. What is your dream ?

♥ To be fawwaz's wife. Lol joke. To own at least a Harrier, Cayenne or Brabus :) Oh and my own penthouse.

9. Who is your idol ?

♥ Mumayyyhhhh.

10. Who do you most closely in your family ?

♥ Brother? Lil sissy pun boleh hihi.

11. Love or hate friend with me ? and why

♥ Why would I hate you? You've been very nice & so kind & a great friend that I should keep :)

Anis Hanani's

1) Give 3 people that you like to stalk

♥ Just one & that will be Ahmad fawwaz :)

2) Do you have been taken by someone & do you like it?

♥ By Ahmad Fawwaz & not regretting every second of it :D

3) Who is your crush?

♥ Aaaa malunya nak sebut nama fawwaz banyak kali :3

4) Why people love to do hashtags on facebook?

♥ Simple. They're just stupid and trynna act cool. BIG FAIL.

5) What is your favourite colour & why you like it?

♥ Purple & blue :) They make me feel calm.

6) Who is always beside you when you're in trouble?

♥ Ahmad fawwaz :)

♥ Hajiqah Hashim

♥ An-nisaa Jasmine

♥ Siti mariam

♥ Adriana Nadhirah

7) Do you love to hang out with your beloved friend? Where do you go?

♥ Omg yes yes who doesn't? Anywhere :)

8) Love is blind? Is that true? Give 3 reasons based on the question.

♥ Yes it is trueee. You wanna know why? Wait till your time comes ;)

9) What is your favourite quote in your life?

♥ Can't list down. Too many :)

10) Do you have a crush with your own teacher? Why?

♥ You wanna know? You seriously do? Okay :p Ustaz Amin for being the most sporting teacher on earth. Cikgu Md Shah for being the most cutest fatherly type of teacher :3 & Cikgu Zamri for being....... no reason for that. Omg screw all this HAHAHAHA.

11) Please complete this sentence I Love / Like to be friend with Anis Hanani because she

is....................

♥ She is the most caring person i've ever met :) Pemurah jugak okay, very.

Finally! Au revoir.

Pictures after PMR

2011-10-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

These pictures are taken inside the hall and after the examination. Seriously, moments cant be erased :')

Tengok azni control tuuu ;p

Yang lain kat belakang poyo konon check paper xD

p/s: especially aku, belakang azni. hihi.

lelaki -.- siap posing bermacam lagi.

exam is over!!!!

Met Puan Baizura before she left for Hajj :')

Omg excited faces ^_^

He's moving out next year :(

sjkahndwkjqryq tudung.

love to death ♥

nak pergi dekat malu, dari jauh pun bolehlah.

Dear invigilators ♥

p/s: Gambar dalam dewan tu hasil daripada ketua pengawas yang comel tu :D Hihi omg they're like the coolest invigilators i've ever seen. Peace.

PMR ; Best moments ever

2011-10-24T15:47:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Okay now i'm able to update about PMR & every subject because I am seriously free, I got nothing to do. I am so lifeless after PMR. Seriously, not only me but I guess every single PMR candidates. It's like back before we took our exam, everybody is eager to enjoy freedom but now freedom only means boredom.

So i'll go through one by one, every & each subject. I'll try to recall what happened, a week passed & as you know, I tend to forget things. Hihi.

BAHASA MELAYU

Okay okay, taip dalam BM :p Hari pertama, paper pertama. Fuh! Memang cuak dia sampai nak tercirit tapi tk boleh. Bukan butterflies in tummy lagi dah, tapi elephants running in tummy. Cuba bayangkan... Macamtu lah aku punya cuak. Pagi tu dah terjaga pukul 5.30 pagi, siapkan semua slip & IC semua. Sempat ulangkaji Agama sikit.

Oh & aku sarapan! Demi exam, sanggup aku sarapan okay. Kalau tak tu, memang takkan pandang makanan awal pagi buta macamtu.

Pendek cerita, kertas BM 1 susah. Memang susah, phew. Boleh pening kepala nak fikir jawapan paling betul. Tiba-tiba rasa macam tk pernah jumpa perkataan-perkataan tu and jawapan semua nak dekat sama .____.

Lepas BM kertas 1, terus BM kertas 2 dalam 20 minit lepastu. Serious shit masa ni cuak gila, takut apa soalan yang keluar untuk novel :3 Sebab ramai jangka keluar soalan plot/teknik plot. Macam mana lah nak jawab? Tapi Alhamdulillah soalan agak senang keluar :) So harap harap kertas 2 boleh payung kertas 1.

AGAMA

Okay.... Agama ni pun cuak at first. Sebab macam tk ready sangat & apa yang aku baca asyik hilang je dari ingatan. Lagi lagi bahagian tokoh tu. Memang serious tension lah sebelum paper Agama. Rasa macam tak dapat jawab je.. Sebab tu kot banyak benda hilang, sebab aku cuak sangat. Haha. & Alhamdulillah berjaya jawab soalan untuk kertas Agama :')

Cuma macam biasa, kalau soalan pasal maksud perkataan bergaris tu mesti ada aku tinggalkan. Kalau nasib baik and tahu maksud dia, senang lah jawab. Tapi kalau dah taktahu sangat, tinggal jela jawabnya. Bahagian A tu aku mesti buat dua dua soalan dia bagi. So nanti pandai pandai lah pemeriksa tu ambik markah yang paling tinggi. Hihi.

BAHASA INGGERIS

English paper 1 was okay :) Alhamdulillah the short story & poem werent that hard. & the thing we worry the most is what kind of question will be out for the novel section for paper 2 :/ Because some of them said settings or theme might come out. So yeah, getting panic as usual. Muehehe.

But Alhamdulillah, none of the spotted came out. Instead, they asked to describe an event that makes you feel unhappy. It was quite confusing though :/ I'm not sure if they want evidence for the event or evidence to prove if the event makes us unhappy. Seriously, I got stuck for like 15 minutes for this question.

GEOGRAFI

Geography was.....easy! Seriously, it was. I kinda finish the paper early & I got scared. Because, I mean, It can't be that easy? So I decided not to sleep and recheck the paper until time's up. Alhamdulillah, managed to do that. But wait I think I took 10 minutes nap xD The paper was in the evening, what can I say. Evening = sleeping time. Not even exams could stop that. 10 minutes are enough, precious!

SCIENCE

Science paper 1 was okay. As usual, the two last questions must be about the universe or the satellites/space shuttles. & fish I hate those questions. Especially about the satellites. They'll ask you what is the function of the satellites or the function of space shuttles. I got confused of these two things, A LOT.

Paper 2 was okay too. It wasnt that hard, but it wasnt that easy either. Stucked at the cockroaches question and the indicators because I totally don't know what are those indicators for. But ALHAMDULILLAH, seriously Alhamdulillah, I got it correct. Checked with my girls after the paper & they did the same thing. Checked the book & yes, I wrote the correct answer. Seriously, thanks Allah for your blessings :')

SEJARAH

Alhamdulillah, I managed to answer the questions :) Well some of the questions are kinda tough & I wasnt sure of my own answers. But yeah I think I did well :) But the questions, I think, they made the new one. They didnt really choose the questions from the past year papers. Well, some of 'em are but only a few. Most of the questions are new. Which made some of the students cursed the History paper. Hahaha the power of History, huh?

MATHEMATICS

Maths paper 1 to me was....average. I didnt know how to do some of the questions :/ Yes I kinda suck at paper 1. Yes you have calculator & you managed to find the answer, but you just dont know if it's correct if you dont actually know the solution to the question. & seriously I always get mad at Maths paper 1 because the time given is NOT ENOUGH. I dont have time to recheck my paper and that pissed me off.

Alhamdulillah luckily paper 2 wasnt that hard. I managed to answer all the questions, including the factorisation! That totally made me happy. & for the first time, I think the hardest question was the graph. Yes. No it is not hard as in I can't answer the question but hard as in MY HANDS WERE SHAKING. TOTALLY. Terketaq-ketaq tangan cheq nak lukih graf nu biaq kasi lawa. Omg fail accent.

KEMAHIRAN HIDUP BERSEPADU - ERT

& last but not least, KH. This one paper I am totally not pro at. Never got an A unless in test. Exams? A total no-no. Seriously, I kinda like this subject because it is related to my daily life. Most girls' daily life. But I JUST DONT KNOW WHY I NEVER SCORE FOR THIS ONE FREAKING PAPER. Sometimes I'm quite confident with my answers but when I mark the papers, tetttt my answers are wrong. So frustrating y'know. & none of the questions about the value of perintang or the kadar tarif came out. Again, I think they made new questions.

Seriously JKP, how mean can you be?

& Alhamdulillah, I'm still alive throughout the whole examination. Though I got butterflies for most of the papers, I made it alive. Hurrah for all the pmr candidates for 2011 ! :D :D :D Okay enough.

& I still remember the guy, more to Uncle actually. He's the head of invigilators for the pusat BG093. Omg no words can't describe how cute he is. Seriously! His tummy is so cute, he is half bald and he's incharge in reading the rules for most of the papers. What I like about him? We have to get in the hall 15 minutes before the paper starts, to get our stationaries ready and to listen to the exam rules. & for example History paper starts at 2.30, after reading the rules and when the clock strikes 2.30, he'll say, " Kertas Sejarah anda bermula pada pukul 2.30 sehingga pukul 3.45 petang. Kertas anda bermula.....SEKARANG!! " Omg haha that moment, it feels like you're about to start a race. You can hear everyone flipping through the paper and the sound of it....Hahaha. Unforgettable memories :')

Truth be told, I miss PMR already. Who said it is freedom after pmr? Nope, not at all. Total boredom it is. I miss late night studying. I miss getting headaches for doing maths. I miss memorising all the facts for History. I miss the fun we had during Geography class with Puan Fadhilah. I miss seeing those students get so sleepy during Science & History class. I miss Puan Azlina getting mad at us for not finishing our homeworks. I miss Puan Baizura's class. I miss it when Puan Bai give us little homeworks because she loves us hihi. I miss sitting infront of the lab together and making so much noise while waiting for Teacher Annie. I miss Ustaz Amin's jokes during Agama class. I miss his useful informations and his advice to every and each of us. I miss him teasing Luqman for going to toilet so many times. I miss Puan Noraisah's giggles and her spontaneous jokes. I miss it when Puan Maznah come into the class & everybody still tease her by saying the word Puan out loud everytime we greet her. I miss touching Puan Maznah's tummy and say that there's baby in there thousand times.

I miss everything. I seriously do. The fact that I miss 2010 more than anything in the world, I still gonna miss 2011 too :( The time moves so fast, 2011 is coming to an end. & when 2012 approach,

" Hey, I'm 16 & I miss my childhood "

p/s : Sorry post ni dah terlalu lama draft. Sorry! xD

Indeed

2011-10-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yes people, PMR is over :D Sorry I didnt update yesterday because I was too busy enjoying every moments of freedom. Hihi. Infact I just got back from OU with my girlssss <3

Will update on all the subjects and things after PMR, don't chu worry :) Au revoir.

Kembar lain parents

2011-10-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

♥

2011-10-07T15:50:00.001+08:00

I miss having a happy and wonderful life.

I miss happy moments.

2011-10-07T15:47:00.002+08:00

I miss my girls. & those moments we had.

Some things are better left untold

2011-10-07T15:43:00.001+08:00

I have this one post I drafted because i dont actually wanna post it. Because i don't like arguments and i just dont know how to start one. But once i'm in, I AM REALLY IN. I don't hate you, because hating people is so not my thing. But i just don't like you. Those twistered words you once said. Girl, please wake up and walk away. Your presence aint needed. Do you actually think ruin someone's relationship is a fun thing to do? Wait till you have your sweetheart and then you'll feel what I am feeling right now with your presence here. Please, open your eyes and learn to understand.

Emotional breakdown. I miss Huda. She just know how to make me feel better.

I cant believe this

2011-10-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty much.......blank. & i cant believe this. You know, it's like i'm lost and i dont actually know where i'm heading. Pmr's in 1 day and i'm blank. I just dont know what to read or what exercise to do. I dont even remember what i learnt. Is this bad?

YES.

Oh god, this is not happening. I dont want this to happen.. I mean i've been studying like hell and this is stressing me up! Geez. You know what you should do now, fatin ? Go to the nearest cinema, watch movies and relax like a boss.

LOL kidding. Back to books. Till then, xo

So fast?

2011-09-30T09:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

AAAAAA lama gila tk update post okay. Been very busy, tengok semua form 3 pun tk update blog je haha. 3 days left. Wuuuuu.

So semalam ada majlis Mohon Restu & susun meja dekat sekolah. It was quite.......simple. I mean not all the teachers were there & so it kinda cut off our mood to apologise for everything we've done. In the end, kitorang salam cikgu cikgu yang tk pernah ajar kitorang or even worse....... tak kenal. Thats bad y'know. Well anyway, kata nak mintak berkat kan.

Basically I apologise to those teachers for sleeping in their class hehe. Oh & for not finishing those homeworks they gave. Cause im cool liddat. Ceh kepala lutut, nak exam ni weh ish ish.

& masa susun meja, everything was messed up and everyone was so blur and dont really know what to do. It was terrible. Kaa students conquered the first row, RK1 students second and half of the third row and followed by RK2 and A class. My place is in the third row, in the middle of the hall. & my surrounding is okay I guess? Haziqah ariffin on my left, lingesh on my left, alya at the back and azni infront of me. Oh yeeeeees haziqah hashim is 2 seats away from me. Bestfriend forever gitu? Ngeh ngeh.

We cleared up everything by 11. So we had plenty of time and we decided to study. Everyone was everywhere. Oh & yes, i'm freaking sad because I had to split up with those boys in my class. I mean, all this while, we had exams with their presence near us so now it is kinda awkward...... not having them around. They cheer up most of my days. I guess those girls from RK1 felt the same. We basically are a family, can't be separated ♥

& I remember Yong brought his alarm clock on the last day of exam. Was it trial or mid year? It was very funny because his clock basically remind teacher that " the exam is over you better collect our paper quickly because we got to enjoy! " Awh shoot, 2011 is ending? Yeah that is kinda pleasant to hear but no, i'm gonna miss 'em :(

Wait this is long enough. I got books waiting to be done and brain waiting to be crazy. Till then, i'm gonna update before PMR. Au revoir, xo

A good one

2011-09-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

Copied this from Hanis Zalikha's blog. This is seriously A GREAT motivation for those who are going to sit for a big exam ; ME.

"Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening, the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cents of course? Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME. Every morning it credits you with 86400 seconds. Every night, it writes off as lost, whatever of these you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposit, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against 'tomorrow'. You must live in the present of today's deposit. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success. The clock is running. Make the most of today."

I still have 2 weeks left. WE still have. Lets make the best out of anything we have. Be confident, not over confident. Fight till the end. Let our future self be proud of us. We, can do it.

Syahirah Huda

2011-09-18T09:25:00.000+08:00

Precious gem ♥

I won't give up

2011-09-16T02:45:00.000+08:00

" Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui segalanya apa yang tersirat dan tersurat. Sesungguhnya Engkau yang Maha Mengurniakan, yang Maha Mendengar. Maka Ya Allah, aku hambamu yang lemah, memohon kepadamu Ya Allah, Engkau kurniakanlah kekuatan buat hambamu ini. Engkau cekalkan lah jiwaku, tabahkan lah hatiku serta kuatkan lah semangatku. Andai mampu aku ubah takdirku, izinkan lah aku. Andai aku telah jauh dari-Mu, bawalah ku pulang. Ya Allah, Engkau yang Maha Pengasih, andai ada jodoh antara aku dengan si dia, maka Engkau panjangkan lah jodoh kami agar kami mampu mengikat hubungan kami dalam satu ikatan yang sah. Agar kami mampu menjadi yang halal antara satu sama lain. Kau izinkan lah supaya hubungan kami indah seperti dahulu. Kau izinkanlah kegembiraan datang menjelma dan kesedihan pergi membawa diri. Engkau izinkanlah agar kami bersatu. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mendengar, Engkau Maha Mengasihani. Aku mohon kepada-Mu Ya Allah... Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin "

Yakin. Ye, aku perlu yakin dengan kuasa Allah & diri aku sendiri. Walau apa pun terjadi, aku telah berjanji, selagi hayat dikandung badan, selagi ingatan mampu mengingati, aku akan tetap menyayanginya. Biarlah dugaan datang menimpa, biarlah mulut manusia berkata-kata. Aku hanya perlu yakin. InsyaAllah.

I promised you. We said pinky swear, we said purple swear. I hope somewhere deep inside your heart, there's still place for me. There's still my name. & as for me, I won't leave your heart. And you will remain strongly, inside my heart.

God decides

2011-09-16T02:27:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Fate.

Everybody has their own fate. Either you like it or not, God have decided your pathway of life. When will you die, how long will you live, when will you reach your happiness and when will you fall in love. Everything, is God's will.

I can't run away from my fate. Nobody can. True that. But yes! You can change your fate. Allah itu Maha Adil. Allah itu Maha Mendengar. Sesungguhnya jika seseorang itu berusaha untuk mengubah haluan dan takdir hidupnya, maka dengan izin-Nya insyaAllah, segalanya akan terjadi. Kata Allah, " Kun Fayakun " bermaksud, maka jadilah. ( correct me if i'm wrong )

Kekuatan.

Kekuatan jiwa dan raga bukan lahir secara tiba-tiba. Bukan muncul entah dari mana. Bukan hadir menawarkan khidmatnya. Bukan jua hilang untuk kita mencarinya. Sesungguhnya, kekuatan itu harus dibina. Hati yang kental, semangat yang teguh dan jiwa yang tidak mudah rapuh. Sesungguhnya, satu resipi yang sangat susah untuk dituruti..

“Tidak ada suatu musibah pun yang menimpa seseorang kecuali dengan izin Allah; dan barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah, nescaya Dia akan memberi petunjuk kepada hatinya. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu.” (Surah At-Taghaabun:11)

Kan? Allah itu Maha Pengasih. Aku pernah terbaca dekat satu website ni, tk ingat lah sama ada ini ayat hadis atau surah tapi katanya, " Allah menurunkan ujian kepada hambanya kerana Dia merinudkan rintihan dan tangisan hambanya memohon bantuan-Nya ". Sesungguhnya, mengadulah kepada Allah..

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Mintalah pertolongan dengan sabar dan solat, sesungguhnya Allah bersama-sama orang yang sabar. [al-Baqarah: 153]

" Dan berilah berita gembira bagi orang-orang yang bersabar. "
- Al-baqarah, 155 -

Innalillah...

What am I doing here

2011-09-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

This is freaking scary.

Wake me up when September ends.

Lol.

No be serious i gotta study bye.

Thank God

2011-09-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah :')

Through thick and thin, up & down,

You were there for me all the time with no doubt.

More to come, baby.

Lots of love, xoxo

I'm tired

2011-09-11T23:04:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

See, you shoudnt get me started on blogging again because i know i wont stop -.- Luckily today is Sunday, means no laptop for the rest of the week. Wohooo! *awkward silence*

So anyway, referring to the title, Yes i'm tired. Not like tired as in I ate too much ( :p ) or from the visits to cousins house or from getting duit raya<----- very impossible.

But this tired i'm talking is the tired i get from studying. from thinking too much. from those negative thoughts. and most importantly, from the pressure......PRESSURE.

God, the trial is in less than a month.... PRESSUREEEEEE!

Yes, that one. Hahaha I somehow rather find it funny because i can't remember when was the last time I get panic for big exams. I wasnt like this when I had my UPSR. Just those goofy-butterflies feelings in my stomach and thats just it.

But this time, it's different :/ I get panic whenever i'm not able to answer any question or whenever i think about " what if i dont..... what if im not able to get.... " What if this and what if that. Just so you know, too much of " what if " can give you the same pressure amount just like when you have to choose between kinder bueno or ferrero roche. Okay crap.

I'm tired for the fact that I need (!) to push myself more to get better..... no, excellent results. Daily weekdays routine = School in the morning, studying alone in the evening and studying with mum at night. & if mum have classes at night, means the studying alone routine will be continued at night.

Wait..... is it just me complaining about this or is it everyone is having the same routine and they're not complaining? Oh well, what can I do. I have to keep moving forward and stay strong, dont give up & stay positive until the big exam approach.

Much much thanks to everyone who has been giving supports. xoxo ♥

Well, back to reality readers. Books await. Au revoir, xo.

Trial PMR

2011-09-09T20:33:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Budak budak tu dok complain " Fatin! Kenapa kau tak update blog? " " Fatin, bila nak update? Penat aku tunggu. " " Fatin cepatla update jangan la malas ". Hakikatnya aku memang pemalas ngiahaha.

Okay fine. Long story short, just a quick one.

As far as you know, pmr 2011 candidates had taken their trial week before Eid and this is the result week. Pui. How i freaking hate this week.

This trial was bombastic. Managed to make most of the rkian students to burst into tears. Yes, including me. I guess everyone was disappointed with their results. Me? I am more than disappointed. I suck really bad this time.

Thats why they say ; One moment you're on top, the next minute you're below.

& now i'm studying like hell and i guess sleeping is no longer important in my daily routine. Tsk tsk how sad. It's okay. Bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.

Note to self : Study and stay strong. Dont give up, dont die. Mwehehe.

So am I

2011-09-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

" Wow, I'm such an awful daughter. I feel so bad!!! I wanna stay in my room or go somewhere far away from here until I'm confident enough to get straight A's! Can I just spent another 3 weeks studying alone? I don't feel like seeing people. I'm such a disgrace T_T anyone wants to change place wih me? Make my parents proud, please? " - Anis Syafiqah

What did you say ?

2011-08-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, Yes.

Trial is freaking ovaaaaah.

Will be updating posts later since i got no mood to blog nowww.

Masa untuk qada' tidur puas puas & tk payah pandang buku!.......sampai raya je.

Sayonara

2011-08-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

p/s ; insyaAllah post yang tertangguh sebelum ni akan diupdate selepas tarikh yang terakhir dalam jadual di atas. Sekian.

Tolong doakan kejayaan tuan empunya blog. Till then, xx

Rinduuuu

2011-08-06T11:44:00.000+08:00

I miss 2010.

I miss those happy moments.

I miss them.

As you people can see

2011-08-04T17:27:00.001+08:00

Its a new headeeeeeeeer :D Well basically yes it is a boring one. Hihi.

I havent use header for quite some time.

So lets just try a new look :)

p/s : watermarked! Siapa ~~copybrat~~ aku giget giget nanti.

Khairul Fahmi & Elia..

2011-08-01T16:55:00.003+08:00

Sumber gambar daripada Ashraf Jalil

Sumber gambar daripada Engku Sofea

Sumber gambar daripada Kak Elia

Sebagai salah sorang daripada peminat Khairul Fahmi atau lebih dikenali sebagai Apek, mestilah aku pun turut berasa kecewa & terkilan.. Tak sangka pertunangan yang diikat pada bulan Mei 2011 berakhir dalam keadaan macamni. Macam-macam cerita kita dengar, ada yang mengatakan khairul mempunyai orang ketiga, ada yang kata mereka dah tak sehaluan. Walau apapun, hanya mereka berdua & Yang Maha Esa sahaja yang tahu..

Kak Elia ni sangat cantik orang, senyuman sangat sweet. Memang padan bebenor dengan Khairul Fahmi. Tapi apa yang terjadi semua ni, ada hikmahnya.. Mungkin ini salah satu ujian Allah S.W.T sebelum mereka mengikat ikatan yang halal. Lebih baik tahu sekarang daripada selepas kahwin kan? Tapi jodoh & pertemuan di tangan Tuhan.

Berpisah sekarang tidak bermakna dorang tk boleh bersatu lagi pada masa akan datang. It is just the matter of time. Sedangkan ada pasangan suami isteri yang bercerai boleh rujuk semula, inikan yang baru ikat tali pertunangan.

Kepada semua pembaca dan semua peminat goalkeeper Harimau Malaya kita, sama-samalah kita turut berdoa untuk kebahagiaan dua insan ini agar semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Agar dua-dua berada dalam keadaan untung-untung dan puas hati. InsyaAllah, berkat bulan Ramadhan yang mulia, segalanya akan dipermudahkan.. Bak kata Ashraf Jalil, kalau ada 1 juta peminat kita mendoakan yang terbaik buat kita, bukan ke best begitu ? :)

Diharap Kak Elia tabah menghadapi dugaan ini.. Kami semua sentiasa ada menyokong :)

You cant count love

2011-08-01T16:20:00.002+08:00

We used to be some sorta enemies when we were in primary school.

Along with izzat, afiq azam, hariz, epi & aqmal.

But we grew up & enter the highschool together, so i guess it is a different situation now.

Refer to the above picture.

He has been there for me all this while, eventhough when i'm at my lowest.

Thanks ifwat. Thanks superbestfriend :') ♥

Al-Mubarak :)

2011-08-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

It's August and it's.................. Ramadhan ! Alhamdulillah :')

Selamat berpuasa kepada semua yang sedang membaca ! ;D Banyakkan amal ibadah dalam bulan yang cukup mulia ini & jangan berperangai macam syaiton ye sebab syaiton semua telah diikat so diharap tiada manusia yang nak gantikan tempat tempat syaiton sekalian. Jangan cuba cuba untuk puasa yangyok ( kecikkecik dulu cakap puasa tipu ) sebab korang semua dah besor, semua mampu untuk puasa :p

Jangan pulak nanti bangun tidur terus carik air lepastu cakap dengan diri sendiri, " Alamak, aku puasa lah! ".

Oh ye, jangan lupa perbanyakkan bacaan Al-Quran & solat solat sunat di sepertiga malam. Banyak berkat.. :') Jangan lupa solat sunat terawih reramai kat surau lepastu morehhhhh!!!! Woi jangan datang sebab moreh je kay, datang sebab nak solat ye. Mueheheh.

Signing off, till then, xx.

Happy Ramadhan eveghybody ♥

Seminar

2011-07-31T12:02:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Apa khabar anak anak sekalian ? Ibu sudah kembali aktif di blogger ye. Nantikan semua kisah yang tertangguh sampai dah bersawang! :D

Ini kes seminar yang kedua, seminar yang pertama dekat UIA itu lain update ye sebab cik azni kita masih belum upload gambar sampaaaaaai saat ini mueheheh. So ini seminar yang kedua, hari khamis haritu dekat Segi College, tempat penuh dengan memories :')

& kalini tk dapat sambutan pun dari budak RK & KAA. Dari kelas RK cuma aku, haziqah, azni, khairin, syeera & imran je pergi. & dari kelas KAA pulak cuma nurin atiqah, anis hanani dengan nasuha. Sob sob we do miss our partners-in-crime and our partners-in-ushaing-people. Hekhek.

Gerak dari sekolah dalam pukul 8. Pergi dua bas je, tu pun dah cukup ramai rasanya. Perempuan semua duduk berlima dekat belakang bas lepastu everytime bumper mesti rasa macam naik rollercoaster weehuuu. Kitorang memekak sendiri dekat belakang tu, bebel bebel lepastu dengar lagu.

Sampai sana at around 8 something, terus masuk berkumpul. Kali ni bukan hall yang sama macam last year, kalini hall paling best punya, memang terbaik dari ladang ah (y) Hall yang macam wayang. Kerusi sangat empuk, setiap kerusi ada meja, aircond 24/7, skrin yang amat besar & susunan kerusi yang amat teratur.

Memang rugi gila siapa yang tak pergi haritu.

Long story short, everything was great! 4 subjects ; BM, BI, Maths & Science. The teachers were great & funny. Well what can you say, they're from Perfection :) tapi not the normal perfection teacher from Kepong branch, yang ni cikgu dari branches lain & yes they were funny. I laughed like heaven and i can't remember when was the moment i felt like sleeping ; NONE.

OH YES HOW CAN I FORGET ABOUT THIS OH MY. THE FOOD WAS GREAAAAAAAT. Unlike the ones we had in UIA, this one is waaaaaay better and they serve it perfectly, and the food was way delicious. We had nasi lemak for breakfast, nasi with ayam kicap for lunch and egg sandwich for teatime. Hip hip hurraaaah for the sandwich because it tasted nice, again, unlike THAT ONE FREAKING DONUT WE HAD LAST TIME. Well anyway, it is still food, so bersyukur, Alhamdulillah.

Finished at around 5.30 and we had little bit of time before we head home so we managed to capture few pictures of us 5. & as some of you know, Segi College is well known as the college with the boobies statues HAHAHAHAHA LULS. We managed to capture with the statues last year but we didnt have time to do so for this year. & yes we were sad. TROLOLOL.

Reached school around 6.15.

All & all, everything was great. I had so much fun & not to forget the knowledge i gained. I even met with someone ;)

Till then, xxx

Alahai

2011-07-29T21:04:00.001+08:00

Alahai, comel je korang berdua ni (: